thoughtprovokes

Like sleep it whispers silently waiting to creep into your reality untill you find it takes up 16 hours and sleep takes the other 8 you have nothing left. you are completely consumed.

I lost someone I loved because I forgot I forgot the laughs, the smiles, the days, the nights I forgot the person, the lover, the friend I lost someone I loved & chose to care not I chose not to cry, or scream, or shout Because I forgot Instead I took those feelings and hid them under a stone Because I was afraid the bottle might let them out Instead I asked if loved died. Because it seemed as though as hard as I tried Those feelings under the rock were very loud And I started to remember I started to remember the person I forgot I remembered the person who was my lover, my friend And I remembered the laughs And I remembered t

He loves me, He loves me not. He loved me Then he forgot. I love him, I love him not. I love him. I can't forget I love him. He is it. I am pathetic. So here I sit. I can't forget He loves me He loves me not.

I see his face when I close my eyes I Hope so much I hope he tries I open my wings I soar I open my eyes The tears pour Without him I am incomplete Without him I only feel defeat Alone in love I sit waiting I lie waiting Alone All by myself.

Yesterday I lost my soul mate, My friend, my self-confidence, My car keys, my broken heart, My lip-gloss, my wallet, My mind. My day planner, An important thought Just flew away and never caught. My phone I left at home, The one I hope to find the most Is my mind.

So I sit her with this blank page as empty as my soul. I miss you. I will remember you, Will you remember me? Every time I turn on the radio, the TV, there is something there to remind me. Every time I close my eyes I see your beautiful face But sleep turns to nightmares without you by my side. I eat and everything tastes that cardboard sand flavor. I don't have needs only demands. I require your touch, Your smile to brighten my days, which would other wise be dark from the pain of being without you I need you. You complete me. I know this is more than lustful infatuation. I know this is bigger than us, I think this is our f

Ode to a Bachelorette I love the water on his lips The soft of his touch The sweet of his kiss The cause of consecutive moments of weakness of mine So I sit here wasting in line Please pick me I need rescuing I'm just a girl I cried because I bit my tongue I work in a soul sucking office job I work, sleep, eat. I just fell asleep. I need rescuing There is no opposition Just my own stubborn indecision Wasting my time Don't worry I'll be just fine. Any day now I'll be heard Someday my ship will come in & More than likely crash against the shore Until then I'll continue to want more. I need rescuing Not only once, This